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Disclaimer:
Gene Roddenberry’s Earth: Final Conflict is copyright 1998, Tribune
Entertainment Co. Its characters are used without permission, no infringement
is intended.
Rating:
PG
Title:
A Gift and a Curse
Author: Lyta
Liam Kincaid woke suddenly from his
tangled dreams to find himself, sweating, and his palms aglow. He shut his eyes
against the brightness emanating from his shaquarava, but they remained as they
were for several long minutes before they flickered out as suddenly as they had
engaged.
Frustrated, Liam viciously kicked the
blanket off him and debated waking Augur. Finally he decided his friend had
been through enough on account of him and did not need to be awakened in the
middle of the night by another of Liam’s troubles. Besides, he was not always
going to have Augur or Lili or Da’an to help him up when he stumbled, and the
sooner he learned to deal with these things on his own the better. After all,
it was not as though Augur lacked complications in his own life: if Liam had
not existed Zo’or would not have mistakenly driven Jonathan Doors insane and
Augur would not have been thrown across the room when he intervened in Liam’s
suicide attempt. And that, Liam thought, was only the most recent example.
He
brushed his thumbs across the faint discoloration that was the only evidence he
possessed the ancient Kimeran hassle now. There were times he appreciated his
shaquarava, like after saving Da’an from the probe and when he restored his
connection to the Commonality, and times when he thought the ancient Taelons
had been onto something in choosing to abandon it. Currently his shaquarava
seemed like the number one thing that would reveal his true nature to the
Synod.
Liam yawned and glared at his palms. He
couldn’t wish his shaquarava away, and if he did not rest he would be exhausted
and controlling the shaquarava tomorrow would be even harder. He closed his
eyes after whispering a Kimeran prayer for inner strength and tried to get back
to sleep.